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"For a second I
thought it was real and that I had no job. Then I realized it was a dream.
As I thought about the dream, I realized that it was all about my ex. I
was wearing a dress I wore when I was with him, I had on the jewelry he
had given me (he took it back after breaking up with me), and my hair was
long. He loved long hair and hated when I cut it. I was nervous and scared
in my dream. In my dream it was because I stole money, but in reality, I
felt that way whenever I was around him. he made me feel unimportant and
unattractive, and stupid. I was scared of being alone, though, so I didn't
leave him. In the end, he left me. That is sort of how the dream ended. I
was fired and he was smiling about it. However, me smiling back makes me
believe that it was closure and that I didn't care about losing my job.
(symbolizing him breaking up with me.)" Morrigan |
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©2001 david mulhern |
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I was at the bank where I work, helping people in the business window of the drive thru. I was wearing the dress I wore to my ex-boyfriend's college graduation. I looked down at my hands and realized I was wearing the rings he gave to me. I also had long hair still. I had stolen money from my cash drawer the night before. I remember being very nervous. Then, two of my coworkers came in and were talking about someone being caught on camera stealing money. I knew it was me. So, I left quickly without saying anything to anyone and then I was outside. My boss stopped me and told me they caught me on camera and that I was fired. I looked back into the building and saw my ex in line smiling at me. I smiled back. - |
Date:
08.07.01 Characters: me, my coworkers, my ex boyfriend Locations: the bank where I work, outside |
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